If I gave myself another chance, 
Wouldn't I just dig another hole, 
Deeper until I'm just breaking the same old ground, 
I know what I have become, 
The murkyness in my soul 

I can never ever be tamed, 
If only I knew how 
Then maybe, oh maybe I wouldn’t be here 
In my own failures 
Burning in my own mistakes 
This all I know 
This paradise of agony 

This is where I was born, 
In the shadows of my own potential, 
Forever grasping to dreams never to be followed... 

Hold me down and let me bleed 
There's so much I want, but so little I need 
I've had my fill of this finest wine 
And now I should let someone else dine 
You could say I'm young, but only in age 
I've turned quite a few of these god damn pages 
And now I’m done, now I’m done